10 of Life's greatest pleasures

10 of Life's greatest pleasures

1. Hanging out with my baby...anything..be it watching movies..sleeping..eating..waking up seeing her beside me..

2.sleeping and waking up ANYTIME I want....i hate it when i have to wake up at a certain time because I have obligations

3. watching MOVIES!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a movie buff..I watch movies every week..I like horror and comedy :) or just depends on the plot and actors in it

4.playing sports and pc games

5.traveling!!!  i like nature trips..swimming or hiking or anything to commune with nature

6. telebabad..im not into texting but i really love talking on the phone for hours

7.watching music videos and listening to music..music is my passion...I love singing..

8.eating my fave foods like steak,siomai,steam rice etc.

9.hanging out with friends and talk about anything under the sun regardless of the topic even if its senseless but I do value meaningful conversations

10.coke!!!! im crazy about coke..im using ice tea as a substitute..but really drinking coke is my guilty-pleasure :)))

Hmmmm wish I can do all of those things in just 1 day!! haaaayyyy ..now this is de-stressing..hmmm

Currently Listening Fly Away From Here By Aerosmith fly away from here see related

get away!

I need to get away from here. I need to get away from this state.Im tired-physically, emotionally and mentally.I really wanna take a vacation..to be with myself and with nature..I miss Cebu. I miss just hanging out without worrying of having enough money for the following week.I miss watching tv,sleeping anytime i want..just be a bum for awhile. I need to replenish my energy.But then again, going back means I have to put up with the family that's living in my lolo's house. I cant stand them and most importantly I won't leave wihtout my baby going with me.Maybe i just need time to think and fix myself. Things have gotten from good to bad and from bad to worse and now its getting better (only if I get transfered to the email team anyway). I never thought its this tough being independent.If my baby wasnt here with me, life would have been more difficult. I realized the importance of money. Welcome to the real world! i need to get back on track and reorganize my thoughts and set goals. IF ever I get transfered to the email team, i might stay here a lil bit longer, if not i'll stay until regularization and off I go to another company with a much bigger pay. Staying here wouldnt pay my bills. Ive been working since feb but  until now I have no savings. All I have is debts.And I hate so much having debts. I wanna pay it all off then save some money and go to camiguin with my baby.I need to grow as an employee.If I can't then Id better work in a high paying job, save some money and put up a business so I'll be my own boss.That's the only way as I see it.Wherever I go there I will always find fault from companies and I just end up getting frustrated. Im still young but I wanna work on my future as early as NOW.Perhaps seeing my relatives going through a lot of crises has impacted my perception  in life. I need to break free from this matrix...break free from the chain...One of these days I'll certainly find a quiet place to contemplate...hopefully...

Currently Listening Soulful Acoustic -- Philippine Tagalog Music CD crazy for you see related

especially for you

I'm just glad that our relationship has grown stronger.This is the "longest" relationship I've had (as if I had a lot of relationships to begin with anyway).I dont have much to say.Words could never justify nor completely explain all the feelings that one can say.Some things are better left unsaid. Thank you for always being there for me.You're the best lover and friend that I have.Yes my baby, I am happy when Im with you.I've never missed anyone this much whom I havent seen just for a couple of hours.I know you keep on nagging me to make an entry.I dont wanna write just for the heck of writing.But right now, I'd rather be with you...So im gonna pack up my things and I'm on my way..home...to you.. muah!happy monthsary! :)

Currently Listening No Strings Attached By *NSYNC bye bye bye see related

on ex's

Past

Funny, i find it weird that once I have moved on,the past doesnt seem to matter anymore.Its the learning that I've carried with me after those experiences that makes me better.The experience is significant and so are the people in it but when it comes to romance, I don't care much about the person anymore.It's like being strangers again.Or maybe its just my ex that fits into that category.She was my world, I was willing to do anything for love, even if I have to give up my life I would.I went through a lot of pain...had a thousand deaths.But after going through it all, I couldnt care less about her.Not that I harbor any hatred coz I don't.When I look back, all I can think of is what's with her anyway why i loved her that much.I was insane.Was I inlove with her or am I in love with love?My insatiable quest for the truth has enslaved me.I was being fed of information that I wanted to hear, not what I needed to hear.That does not do any good at all.Why is it that the best of lovers could become strangers again?To think that you have shared so many precious moments.It's like it doesnt matter at all now that one has moved on.But this has always what I wanted in the 1st place, to mend my broken heart and live again.I'm glad I've found happiness in this life that I have chosen.Happiness doesnt mean the lack of pain in ones life, its being happy inspite of the struggles.I am enjoying evey single moment right now, wether good or bad..I cherish each moment..as they say.."Life is not a race but a journey to be savored each step of the way"

Currently Listening Corrs Unplugged By The Corrs runaway see related

My dear,

Lately I've been mistreating you unintentionally and I do apologize for all of my shortcomings. I will do my best to control my temper.I really feel bad everytime we have a misunderstanding.But as always you try to understand me as much as you can and I appreciate it so much. Please don't think that i'm pushing you away.In fact I want you to be by my side. I just have so many things in my mind and I need to sort things out.It seems that everything I do lately is wrong and I'm upset with myself. And you know what? I am very jealous of your past and I have these images in my head and i find it hard to control my thoughts. So I just think of the present and find security from your love. Thank you so much for being there for me, for sacrificing a lot of things just to be with me.I couldnt ask for more.Thank you for your honesty.I too have my  fears.I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid that someday you'll fall out of love just like what happened in the past.Or you might find someone new.Nevertheless your free to do whatever you wanna do.I won't hold you back.But i do hope that you are my last.If I can keep you forever i would.I am trying my best to keep myself  intact. I was once lost. I had the most painful experience with my previous relationship and i promised myself  never to let anyone hurt me that way. Let's take care of our friendship as well.It is as important to me as our relationship. I hope we can be bestfriends for life.Again..i love you