Currently Listening Corrs Unplugged By The Corrs runaway see related

My dear,

Lately I've been mistreating you unintentionally and I do apologize for all of my shortcomings. I will do my best to control my temper.I really feel bad everytime we have a misunderstanding.But as always you try to understand me as much as you can and I appreciate it so much. Please don't think that i'm pushing you away.In fact I want you to be by my side. I just have so many things in my mind and I need to sort things out.It seems that everything I do lately is wrong and I'm upset with myself. And you know what? I am very jealous of your past and I have these images in my head and i find it hard to control my thoughts. So I just think of the present and find security from your love. Thank you so much for being there for me, for sacrificing a lot of things just to be with me.I couldnt ask for more.Thank you for your honesty.I too have my  fears.I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid that someday you'll fall out of love just like what happened in the past.Or you might find someone new.Nevertheless your free to do whatever you wanna do.I won't hold you back.But i do hope that you are my last.If I can keep you forever i would.I am trying my best to keep myself  intact. I was once lost. I had the most painful experience with my previous relationship and i promised myself  never to let anyone hurt me that way. Let's take care of our friendship as well.It is as important to me as our relationship. I hope we can be bestfriends for life.Again..i love you