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Past

Funny, i find it weird that once I have moved on,the past doesnt seem to matter anymore.Its the learning that I've carried with me after those experiences that makes me better.The experience is significant and so are the people in it but when it comes to romance, I don't care much about the person anymore.It's like being strangers again.Or maybe its just my ex that fits into that category.She was my world, I was willing to do anything for love, even if I have to give up my life I would.I went through a lot of pain...had a thousand deaths.But after going through it all, I couldnt care less about her.Not that I harbor any hatred coz I don't.When I look back, all I can think of is what's with her anyway why i loved her that much.I was insane.Was I inlove with her or am I in love with love?My insatiable quest for the truth has enslaved me.I was being fed of information that I wanted to hear, not what I needed to hear.That does not do any good at all.Why is it that the best of lovers could become strangers again?To think that you have shared so many precious moments.It's like it doesnt matter at all now that one has moved on.But this has always what I wanted in the 1st place, to mend my broken heart and live again.I'm glad I've found happiness in this life that I have chosen.Happiness doesnt mean the lack of pain in ones life, its being happy inspite of the struggles.I am enjoying evey single moment right now, wether good or bad..I cherish each moment..as they say.."Life is not a race but a journey to be savored each step of the way"